Soon

Back to a time when all was clear.
I’d whisper to you softly my dear.
Although the past must go unchanged.
My love for you has yet to fade.
In the darkest dreams.
Nothing’s as it seems.
You and I have yet to weather.
One day we’ll soon be together.
And in the nights we fall asleep,
My heart yearns for you so very deep.

I wish it were me…

I see you and all I want to do is smile.
Look into your eyes for a while.
All I’d want to do is cuddle while you make my heart melt into a puddle.
I’d wink, you’d laugh, my other half.
I see your potential in all you do.
If I could just be next to you…
I know you don’t want me.
You want her… If only you could concur.
My hearts been yours since day one.
If only I’d noticed and hadn’t been so numb.
You’ve taken my old broken dreams and mended them, sewing the seams.
For when you look into the eyes of another, I hope you’ll remember that we still have each other.
When the night is cold and dark,
It’s a reminder of how we’re far apart. Even with the distance between,
With you, forever and always is what I mean.

Him

When I finally thought my heart could never find another, it did. Just as they all said it would. What really torments me… Is how it’s chosen the one person I cannot have. Someone whose mesmerized me completely with the most amazing eyes, the most breathtaking smile, and a voice that sends shivers down my spine as he speaks. He gives me a reason to smile. Although, I wish he’d see me the same. I’m working on it. I’m not about to let the one person who’s brought me back to life, slip through my finger tips just yet.

Oh.. Look who finally came back!

Schools in session lovelies. Everything’s been an up and down roller coaster. I’m so bored. But I’m back in action. I’m taking control of the life I’ve been avoiding. I’m finally happy and ready to take on any challenges I’m thrown because I’m done crossing my arms and giving in. When life gets tough… I’m getting tougher. Sorry for leaving! see you tomorrow<3 🙂